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Everything good has to end No longer shall I play pretend I show my true self And now you all hate me So its back to that smile The one I've had on for a while I'm no longer four years sober I had a moment of weakness And now I can't take it back I can't take it back So I try to forget With each new sip Everything tastes the same And I'm only to blame Fights left and right I don't want to lose you But I'm slipping further and further away Nothing seems to change Except the fact that I'm digging my grave in deeper How many countless nights How many tears have I cried How many times have I lied And for what I did it all

You are the Sodium to my Chloride And the Hydrogen to my Oxygen You are better than Ag because to me you are Au Yes you might have to look a few of those symbols up, But once you do, And you know what they mean You'll be happier than a Cu coated penny with Zn You are the positive charge to my negative electron And I swear I smile so much that my cheeks are Ne When I'm around you I feel like a He balloon Yes it's like I float away You are the LEO to my GER And I need you for this to occur Never one without the other Because it's like a reaction less equation ...I know it's just obscure You are the Ni to my dime You are my own

I'm stuck inside this body Raged Which does not feel like my own I feel like I am trapped And no one even knows This monster inside of me is growing To which she has no bounds She is part of me Part of my life To which she has escaped No longer to be caged How did she get out There was no key And she had no light in which to see She claims that I freed her But why would I free such a monster "You stupid filthy beast, I caged you, you ruined me, you ruined all that was good" Go away I scream I don't need you But she ignores me and says that I do To be continued... Written by: Sybrina Augustine 11/25/12 -2012